I spent Friday night playing mahjong. I still don't feel that I have enough friends though. Today is Saturday, I'm at home still. I want to be outside. Still trying to adapt to enjoying only on crowded days. I'm waiting for F. I want to see if he would text me if he can make it tomorrow. Its stupid but well, I don't know myself. I just miss him very much. Yeah I am disappointed, very in fact. I mean the other time we already said that we're growing up and not like before. Yeah its true that once you start, you have to start tolerating alot of things. I don't know what to say, I just wish you didn't done that. Besides, you knew that I hate people who do it. Now you sort of make me dislike her too. I thought you would stop...